Si... Me ha dejado ir, me he ido y no me lo ha impedido. Me he ido para no volver a ser la que era, la que he sido, la que fui, esa que nunca habría tenido que ser...
Desquiciada, ansiosa, triste, enfadada, LOCA... me convirtió en la persona que no quería tener a su lado, me arrebató con sus silencios y sus ausencias la posibilidad de ser la persona más dulce, más cariñosa y más entregada del mundo.
Le quise, le quiero y le querré tanto que sé que nunca más voy a ser capaz de querer igual.
Sé que no soy la misma, que he cambiado, que la armadura pesa demasiado y no me la puedo quitar.
En mi cabeza no dejo de escuchar su voz, esas palabras tan suyas, tan mías, tan nuestras... Esa vida que me imaginé a su lado, esa vida que no tuve la oportunidad de disfrutar.
21 días han sido suficientes para saber que no me quiere, que no tiene nada que decirme, que no me quiere tener en su vida
Me ha hecho desaparecer, me ha apartado, me ha olvidado, me ha borrado y ha seguido con su vida, esa, la suya, la que siempre ha tenido y ha querido tener.
Los cambios no son fáciles, pero es fácil cuando no tienes que cambiar nada y simplemente tienes que continuar.
Él ha perdido la pasión en la batalla y yo he perdido la vida en la guerra
And as a princess of this infinite tale, I still expect her to appear behind every corner, by surprise and telling me at last that happy endings exist, that storms do not last forever, that calm only finds him in my arms, that he loses strength in each kiss ... That he loves me, and believe those two words on his lips, trust that finally he will take my hand and he does not want to let go anymore.
Yes ... He has let me go, I have left and he has not stopped me. I've left to never be the one I was, the one I was, the one that never would have to be ...
Deranged, anxious, sad, angry, MAD ... I became the person who did not want to have at his side, snatched me with his silences and his absences the possibility of being the sweetest, most loving and most dedicated person in the world.
I loved him, I love him and I will love him so much that I know that I will never be able to love like this again.
I know I'm not the same, I've changed, the armor is too heavy and I can not take it off.
In my head I do not stop listening to his voice, those words so much his, so mine, so our ... That life that I imagined to his side, that life that I did not have the opportunity to enjoy.
21 days have been enough to know that he does not love me, that he has nothing to tell me, that he does not want me in his life
He has made me disappear, he has separated me, he has forgotten me, he has erased me and he has continued with his life, that, his, the one he has always had and wanted to have.
Changes are not easy, but it's easy when you do not have to change anything and you just have to continue.
He has lost the passion in the battle and I have lost my life in the war.
